sidetrack. Random
Nov. 29th, 2009 | 11:27 pm
Been watching alot of anime and dramas this past week, because i can.
and i think that japanese girls in movies overanalyses everything a guy does, its ridiculous!
But still, im going to continue watching. Heh.
Ps: Loads of prom photos!
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Undone, Brooke Taylor
Nov. 25th, 2009 | 11:10 pm
" You're always scared to do. You're scared to be. You're scared to live. You're always scared, so you must like it, and you love the cozy, safe feeling of escaping reality even more. "
" And doing a cartwheel on the dam will prove what? "
" It will prove you trust. "
" And doing a cartwheel on the dam will prove what? "
" It will prove you trust. "
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Fangirl Moment.
Nov. 22nd, 2009 | 10:37 pm
I swear that the anime with the most handsome guys in the world is Vampire Knight.
Zero and Kaname are the fucking most hottest anime characters !
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( fangirl moment, please excuse me )
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To this discovery succeeded some others equally mortifying.
Nov. 17th, 2009 | 10:09 pm
I'm feeling: 
confused
Sometimes i wonder if anything is real anymore. If anything is right.
Whether everything is just being portrayed as some feeble attempt of a lousy joke.
It's a tangle of despair really, how ridiculous everything seems. I'm caught between wanting to laugh out loud or cry.
An odd mixture of relief and desperation.
'Where am i? Who am i?'
Questions plagues me, distorts my mind. Untill i'm not me at all..and i find myself wondering at times if i ever even knew myself at all. All these uncertainty, doubt is disturbing. I hate it. I hate feeling like i can't even trust myself sometimes.
Sometimes i'd wish i was a bird. To be able to shed all ounce of obligations, to be able to focus, just really focus on the things that actually matter. Life. And how it's supposed to be lived- freely, openly, happily. To soar, to witness life as it is beneath me as the wind grazes against my wings, feeling the sun's rays upon my back. Truly just..being.
And alas, just like all good things are meant to have an end.,The image deserts me, and im left again wondering.
Whether everything is just being portrayed as some feeble attempt of a lousy joke.
It's a tangle of despair really, how ridiculous everything seems. I'm caught between wanting to laugh out loud or cry.
An odd mixture of relief and desperation.
'Where am i? Who am i?'
Questions plagues me, distorts my mind. Untill i'm not me at all..and i find myself wondering at times if i ever even knew myself at all. All these uncertainty, doubt is disturbing. I hate it. I hate feeling like i can't even trust myself sometimes.
Sometimes i'd wish i was a bird. To be able to shed all ounce of obligations, to be able to focus, just really focus on the things that actually matter. Life. And how it's supposed to be lived- freely, openly, happily. To soar, to witness life as it is beneath me as the wind grazes against my wings, feeling the sun's rays upon my back. Truly just..being.
And alas, just like all good things are meant to have an end.,The image deserts me, and im left again wondering.
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All that glitters isn't gold
Nov. 15th, 2009 | 03:08 pm
I passed the threshold leading to a whirlwind of spiraling staircases that never seems to end. And i keep walking and walking. Yet i'm still stuck back at point one. Im always stuck there. Walking about aimlessly in circles, never seeming to have an end to reach.
Just simple walking without goals.